tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-145568142024-03-23T11:19:05.685-07:00It's a Dog's LifeDogs take each moment at a time and enjoy it; they don't hold grudges; they are everyone's best friend. Dogs savor the simple things in life--a walk in the neighborhood, a pat on the head, a quiet moment in nature. Humans should take a lesson from this and take the time to enjoy the simple things that make up our every day.juanitagfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02351100563430096822noreply@blogger.comBlogger419125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14556814.post-81850849570478390662013-03-10T12:46:00.000-07:002013-03-10T12:46:15.099-07:00Enough is EnoughThis week has been one long pity party. Yes, my "A" race sucked air...literally... Yes, I know I did the best I could, but there is still that part of me that is so angry that it didn't come together. I can sputter the platitudes we all know. "Anything can happen on race day." "You gave it your best." And so on and so forth. Maybe this week has just been about healing my lungs and my body. Maybe it is just a pouting toddler after not getting her way. Either way, I have spent time lying on the couch, reading book after book, craving sugar and all this with my lower lip out. <br />
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I hire a coach to help me do reach my goals. I always hit every workout. I work hard. I give my all in every plank, Roman twist, and push up. I never give up. Not this week. Coach is seeing lots of red when she looks at my log. The freakiest thing is that I didn't even want to run. There, I said it. I didn't want to run. That NEVER happens to me. I crave running like an addict craves a fix. Even though running has not been a part of my life for long, I am hooked. It gives me release for emotions. It is the only time that is all about me. When I run, I don't have to care for anyone else. I firmly believe I would still be in therapy if it weren't for running. <br />
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This week, I felt like it was futile. I work hard. I hit the workouts and I still can't reach that elusive sub-4 marathon. I am stronger than ever. My body hardly tired. I stood tall for over 5 hours on that course. Still, my body failed me. In a way that I never imagined. I thought I considered every possibility of failure. I envisioned everything I could think of and worked through my plan. If my back hurt, if my shin bothered me, if my gut was unhappy. Yet, all those were fine. Asthma?! Never occurred to me. I never struggle with it unless I am running 5k pace. To have a severe attack at mile 8, threw me. But I still hung on mentally. After all, it was just an anomaly. Nothing to worry about. It was over and done. But it wasn't. It kept coming back. And there was nothing I could do about it. Use the inhaler and keep moving forward. <br />
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This week, I have wondered why I do it. Why do I run for more than just the fun of it? Why do I race? Why do I strive to be better than I am? It all comes down to one thing. I love it. I love pushing myself and finding I can do more than I think I can. I love finding the strength inside me to push a little harder. That sub-4 marathon is out there. I will find it. I may not run another marathon this year, but I will run another and, then, probably <strike>another</strike> more. I am coming for it. I will not give up. This race may or may not have been anomaly, but this week was. I am not who I was this week. I am not defeated. I am stronger than my emotions. <br />
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Enough of this "poor me" attitude. So I did not get what I wanted this time. Get over it and move on. Suck it up, Buttercup!juanitagfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02351100563430096822noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14556814.post-73798689447842510672013-03-03T04:20:00.004-08:002013-03-03T04:20:54.585-08:00Veni, Vidi, Vici<br />
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<span style="font-size: 13.5pt;">It is 4:30 am the
day after the Phoenix marathon. I slept great for 6 hours and now my mind
is racing. So much to work out in my mind. Last evening I met up
with the PRS Fit team again. I told Coach Jeff that I was disappointed--good,
but still disappointed. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 13.5pt;">I am not disappointed with me or the race I finished. I am
disappointed that not everything came together perfectly. I am
disappointed that even though everything within my control was
smooth, there were things beyond my control. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 13.5pt;">I have never had
the epiphany people talk about after running a marathon. I never had
the light dawn after my first that suddenly realizing I could do anything. Even
this time there was no real enlightening. I have never doubted I could finish
the distance. I only wondered how quickly I could do so. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 13.5pt;">When I had a
severe asthma attack at mile 8, I knew my time goals were shot. I lost a
couple of minutes at the side of the road. That may not seem like much,
but when you are pushing you limit for 26.2 miles, it is a lifetime. I
still thought I would just use my inhaler, keep on running and a PR was
waiting for me at the finish line. By mile 10, that had slipped away,
too. I was working too hard holding 10:00 pace, much less holding a 9:30
for that PR. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 13.5pt;">I know I am
strong. I know I am<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span><s>determined</s><span class="apple-converted-space"> </span>stubborn. I know that I will do
whatever I can to finish. Yet I didn't realize how optimistic I can be.
It hurt to let it go. Yet I just kept telling myself, "It is
what it is. Let it all go. Do what you can with what you have." The
quote from Winston Churchill kept coming to mind. "Never,
never, never give up."<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span><i> </i>I
cannot tell you how many times I repeated that in my head, out loud and any
other way I needed. I told myself run when I could and walk when I had to.
I made myself walk no strolling. However, I was moving it was the
fastest I could move. When I saw Dad, Loretta and Jeff, I told them I was
good. And it was the truth. I was good. I started giving high fives
to all the kids along the course. I smiled and talked to other runners.
I had fun. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 13.5pt;">Truly the hardest
part of this was knowing everything I struggled with in past marathons were not
issues. My body was strong with no real pain. I had some nausea,
but no real issues. And my brain never, never, never gave up. My asthma
had never been an issue. It came out of nowhere and knocked me down.
Yet I conquered it. Not in the way I would like, but I did not let
it stop me. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<i><span style="font-size: 13.5pt;">Please pardon
my rambling. I just needed the catharsis of writing this morning. So many
emotions running through my mind. When I get home and pull up my splits,
I will do an actual race report. For now, it is just processing the
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Okay. Tonight I am stressing. Not
about the marathon. I have way too much to do before I get to
stressing about that. Probably once I am away from the business...
The thing is when one operates a 24/7 care home where you--as in me
and the hubs--are on site--as in our home--all but about 24 hours of
each week, it is hard to leave. There is so many lists of things
that have to be done that my staff--who are fantastic--have no idea
when and how. Not to brag, but I have a knack to get people with
dementia to do what needs to be done with it appearing to be their
idea. I call myself a master manipulator. If it needs to get done,
I will find a way to convince my peeps to do it and laugh about it
even if they hate every minute. (I really try to only use this skill
on my residents...although, I have found me starting to try it on the
hubs...that does not end well!) </div>
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Yet, here I type with a list a mile long
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juanitagfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02351100563430096822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14556814.post-77947465781636880612013-02-23T12:47:00.002-08:002013-02-23T12:47:34.842-08:00Dreams Becoming Reality<h3 style="text-align: center;">
"Stop dreaming and put it to reality!" </h3>
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<a href="http://www.prsfit.com/coaches/christina-hebert/" target="_blank">Coach Christina</a> of <a href="http://www.prsfit.com/" target="_blank">PRS Fit</a></div>
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I got this text 2 weeks ago. I was starting to freak out about the Phoenix Marathon coming up on March 2nd. I texted my coach. "I think my fear comes from how big my goal is...I feel ready for a marathon, but scared to shoot for a fast one. I guess I need a pep talk or a reality check..." Her response was perfect. Exactly the pep talk I needed. Seven words to make me realize I needed to keep dreaming. And I needed to keep working to achieve that dream!<br />
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Over the last weeks, I have put in the work. Between core work, upper body weights and functional strength, I am stronger than ever before. Every run had a purpose. There were zone 2 runs with surges, step up runs, fartleks and race pace runs. I ran both slower and faster than I thought myself capable. <br />
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The scariest run was a week ago. My last long run was 18 miles with 13 at race pace. Let me tell you that talking about running a Boston qualifier at a 3:55 doesn't sound that hard. However, when I figure that is an 8:59 pace over 26.2 miles, I get scared. This is a BIG, FREAKING GOAL. Yet, at the same time, aren't goals supposed to be scary? If a goal is an easy thing to accomplish, why even set one. So this time I set a BFG. No more of the "I think I can" or "I'll try" then giving in the last miles. No more letting the doubts creep in and letting my mind loose focus.<br />
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I love the marathon. I love the pain of running long. And running a marathon in 4:30 is not that big of a challenge for me anymore. I want more. So, here it is, in black and white. I am shooting for a 3:54:59 at the Phoenix marathon in 7 days. I do have this in me. I can run through the doubt and fear. I can run through the fatigue. I can run through the pain. And I can do all this while running fast!<br />
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Seven days and counting.juanitagfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02351100563430096822noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14556814.post-69074843510969574372012-12-29T14:33:00.001-08:002012-12-29T14:33:37.309-08:00Looking back at 2012<div style="text-align: justify;">
As I look back on the last year, there are so many high points and some incredibly low points. Goals met and dreams broken. The downs remind us that God is omnipotent and omnipresent. These down times help us appreciate the up times more and realize how truly blessed we are.</div>
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January started with a much needed admit to bring the business to a comfortable level. Not great, but enough that we had some breathing room. With that came a little extra spending money for more golf for Jeff and race registrations for me. </div>
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February was all about marathon training. First planned was Newport, a flat marathon with a long out and back along water. I love water. It is so calming. And lots of friends said it was well organized and would be there as well. Then later in the month I registered for a double. Yes, back to back marathons. I was so excited! Some major goals that were going to be tough, but I had the confidence I could accomplish them. </div>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Sister Janelle, niece Rachel, sister Melanie, Dad, Loretta, me and Jeff</td></tr>
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March. Typical with tons of rain. March is one of the main months I would like to move. Cold rain is so depression for me. A few disastrous runs mixed with some good runs messed with my confidence. I changed my training plans around and decided to go with the Hanson Plan with back to back medium long runs. We tried to escape the rain by going to Arizona to visit my dad and Loretta. All we wanted was heat and sunshine and we got cold and rain. I am not sure I will ever view Mesa the same way again!</div>
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Then April happened. On a 16 miler, I got horrible side pain which I thought was just a bad side ache. The next morning, I headed out for 10 miles and 2 miles in, my side hurt so bad I had trouble walking. I walked the 2 miles back home feeling completely defeated. How was I going to meet my goals if I got this horrible pain? The pain subsided and I thought through everything I had eaten or drank to try to discover the issue. Then the pain came back a few hours later. Maybe I had strained an oblique muscle. The pain didn’t go away. I was having trouble standing upright. A visit to the doctor and an ultra sound diagnosed gall bladder disease. The next week was a visit with a surgeon on Monday. I had surgery at 11:30 am on Wednesday and was home by 6 pm with 4 itty bitty incisions. Pretty amazing really considering the hospital stays and huge scars of the past. I was relieved to have it done and the pain gone, but the biggest disappointment was no exercise for 6 weeks. No running, no weight lifting, no rowing, no biking. Walking was allowed. With great sadness and disappointment, I sold my bibs for all my marathons. </div>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Willy's family: Seraya, Colton, Juli and Will</td></tr>
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In May, that disappointment became completely unimportant. Jeff’s sister in Hawaii called. Her husband was injured on the job. He was in terrible pain and was having trouble using his hands. After numerous doctor visits and tests, he was finally diagnosed with cancer. The end of May, Jeff and I headed to Maui. My job was to help care for Willy and train everyone how to do the same. Jeff was going to help with transportation to and from radiation. The cancer was growing so fast and the doctors hoped radiation would add months to Willy’s life. But God had other plans which we cannot understand. Just five short days after we arrived, Willy was called to God’s side. Even as I write tears fill my eyes. He left behind his wife and 3 young kids. I don’t understand God’s purpose in allowing this, but hold to the knowledge that He has a plan. I stayed another week and spent time crying and laughing with his family. It was so hard to leave, but so hard to stay. Going home meant leaving his widow to face reality. Going home meant I could leave this new reality and live more in denial. Jeff remained another week and a half for Willy’s memorial service and to cheer at his niece’s softball tournament. We were blessed to have the freedom to go to Hawaii and support the family. I believe there is no greater honor than to be allowed to watch a believer pass from this world to the next. We grieve our loss, but rejoice that God has Willy at His side. </div>
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Summer came to the Pacific Northwest—finally! I hired a running coach to get back strong and running again. It was a great decision and if anyone is looking for a great coach that is willing to work with odd schedules, give <a href="http://www.prsfit.com/" target="_blank">PRS Fit</a> a call. Jeff began playing more and more golf. He maintained his membership at Summerfield Golf Course this year. It is a nice course that is close enough to just run out and play a quick round. He spent many afternoons in the sunshine…and the rain…and anything else… He kept track of the number of rounds of golf played. In 2012, he has played 91 rounds of 9 holes and 18 rounds of 18 with a total of 95 rounds of 9 at Summerfield. All in all a very good investment for the year. Running and golf allow each of us our sanity as well as each other’s sanity. We both get a little cranky if we don’t get out for our hobbies!</div>
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<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjcNQpUDXYqPuqQZcguitMyWCA5cxVn7rvAlV22K4K8_WDG1PFAfSr-etcTrMn5Sg8UFcvAmwsfGNy85uQl46PnvdABIy1yGFJcQ_ynBq_r663Ei68ssZvfk5D6f408_ypGsRWFOQ/s1600/IMG_7929.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; cssfloat: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" eea="true" height="150" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjcNQpUDXYqPuqQZcguitMyWCA5cxVn7rvAlV22K4K8_WDG1PFAfSr-etcTrMn5Sg8UFcvAmwsfGNy85uQl46PnvdABIy1yGFJcQ_ynBq_r663Ei68ssZvfk5D6f408_ypGsRWFOQ/s200/IMG_7929.JPG" width="200" /></a>In September, I took a quick and surprise trip to southern California. When my niece texted about a surprise party, it took me only a moment to say yes and buy a ticket. I spent the first hours with her kids getting everything ready. There was a lot of laughter as we worked. It was so much fun to watch them work together to honor their mom’s “special” birthday. The surprise was a success. The look on my sister’s face when I walked out the door of her house was priceless. There is never enough time to be together so we have learned how to get the most out of the time we have. </div>
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October brings my birthday month. I have decided that I should have an entire month devoted to my birthday. Jeff isn’t so sure about that, but since I didn’t tell him to get me a gift every day he just put up with it. Truly it was a month where I looked at everything as a gift. Whether it was a bit of sunshine, the changing of the leaves or a quick call with a loved one. It was a time to remember that gifts are not necessarily of monetary value. Gifts are a moment in time or a smile. This month also reminded me to give those same gifts.</div>
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I realize November is not technically winter, but it is the start of the days of darkness for me. I suppose it is good that it is a month to be thankful. Remembering my blessing is a good way to get through the doldrums. </div>
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December brings decorations, parties and fun. I did run 2 half marathons during the month. Working with a coach and all the weight lifting a core exercises is paying off especially in the later miles of a race. I was so happy to finish without losing my form or my shoulders hurting. December also brings one of my favorite days of the year—the Annual Beckham Family Christmas Party. The format has changed over the years, but it is still a time to see people we see just once a year. This year we brought back the caroling and visited a facility where Jeff’s dad lives. There were tears in his eyes as he sung along with the group. Several other residents also sang along. This was an amazing gift to give a group of often overlooked people. The afternoon and evening was filled with fun as I watched the next generation learn from their parents the best way to get the gift they want in the “Passaround”.</div>
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So this is the long version of our year. Even writing it out reminds me that I am blessed. Most of my days revolve around our business, but working from home with such an incredible group of people brings contentment. Sometimes I dream of normal schedules with weekend to run with groups or race, but that is not who I am. I am a solitary runner. I love being about to run during daylight all year round. I love that Jeff can get out to golf most afternoons during the week. We work as a team and it fits us. Now we look back with fondness and forward with excitement. What will the next year bring? Only God knows the plans, but they are “for good and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope.” (Jeremiah 29:11 NLT)</div>
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juanitagfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02351100563430096822noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14556814.post-11243099256115006882012-03-04T15:58:00.000-08:002012-03-04T15:58:40.791-08:00Change of Plans<div style="text-align: justify;">I created my own marathon training plan with 18 weeks to go. It is a combination of Runner's World Smart Coach, Hal Higdon and a couple of other articles I read. I haven't been happy with it. I keep feeling like there is so much focus on the one weekly long run that the overall mileage is underwhelming. I have been cross training so hard that I cannot hit my miles or pace for the key runs. With all this, my confidence in my plan is failing. </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">Ever since reading an article, <em><a href="http://runningtimes.com/Article.aspx?ArticleID=4447&PageNum=1" target="_blank">Marathoning the Hansons' Way</a></em>, a couple of years ago, I have been intrigued by the Hansons' Less is More Plan. The idea of running medium long runs back to back hit a chord with me. I keep looking at it and thinking "next marathon." It scares me. The idea of going into a marathon shooting for a PR with only 16 mile long runs freaks me out. Yet, I see the evidence that it does work. </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">This afternoon, I pulled out my copies of the Hansons Plan, Pfitz 18/55, Hal Higdon Advanced I, Smart Coach and my original plan. I laid them all out on the floor. I counted miles, analyzed paces and speed work. I worked them around to work on my weekly schedule. </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: justify;">Then I made a decision. I choose the Hanson's Less is More Plan. I am nervous about this. Yet, there is so much about it I like. I like the running on tired legs. I like all the marathon pace runs. I like the bits of speedwork. It took a bit of work to move the days around since I cannot run long on weekends, but I can do the long run on Monday with the moderate long on Sunday. Not perfect, but it works for me. </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">I remind myself that I have run 23 mile training runs before every other marathon and it hasn't gotten me where I really wanted to be--sub 4. So, why not try a new approach. This may be what works for me. It may not be. All I can do is give it all I have and trust the training! This week's super easy, brainless, treadmill miles seemed to make a difference in motivation and drive. And the body seems willing again. So, with 13 weeks until the Newport Marathon, I am ready to get moving.</div>juanitagfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02351100563430096822noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14556814.post-9191171475385735942012-03-02T21:23:00.000-08:002012-03-02T21:23:38.576-08:00A Lesson in ListeningThis week has been all about listening. Reading about listening to my body and working on implementing it. I had a cut back week last week, but the fatigue and lethargy continued. I set out thinking that is would pick up and headed into the week with high expectations.<br />
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It began on Monday with a disatrous long run. It started out as a 18 miles run with a friend. It was cold and it took a while to warm up. My lungs weren't happy. And neither were my legs. I don't know if it was late fueling or mental fatigue. My splits started out a bit faster than normal, but ended up slowing quickly. About mile 10, I started feeling a groove, but that didn't last long. I have never had fatigue like this even in the last miles of a marathon. Then the nausea started. Yep, that was a first, too. Ginger candy helped some. At this point, I urged my friend to go on if she needed to get done. We were starting and stopping and that is hard on someone having a good run. She wanted to stick it out. I could see she needed to move on, but was too kind to want to leave me. About a mile later, we passed the golf course where my hubs was playing. I did something I have never done before. I quit. I sent my friend on and went looking for the hubs. Finally found him at the 6th hole and caddied to the finish. The jogging to find him and walking the last holes were incredibly hard. I haven't ever seen a PGA caddy sitting on the cart path, but this caddy did. <br />
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That run shook me mentally. It shook my confidence. I took Tuesday completely off. Wednesday dawned and it was cold and wet. I couldn't bring myself to go outside. Loaded a movie and headed to the treadmill. One hour, fifty minutes and nine miles later, I was a sweaty, happy mess. Normally I hate the treadmill, especially mine. Nearly 20 years old and a broken incline that is locked at 1.5%--I think--makes for a slow, boring run. But it was good. I kept it easy and kicked the speed around to keep it more interesting.<br />
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Thursday, I was so tired. Bad sleep, low grade fever and achy. Took another day off. Yeah, another day off and no cross training at all this week. Maybe I am justifying laziness, but I am choosing to say I am listening to my body. <br />
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This morning was another cold morning. I had to psyche myself into running at all and headed back to the treadmill. An hour later, I was again a hot, sweaty mess and glad I had done it. I have never enjoyed running on the treadmill, but these runs have been exactly what I needed--easy and brainless. I am actually looking forward to getting back on the thing tomorrow. Go figure...<br />
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At least, I am looking forward to running again. So tired of the weather. I am so tired of cold and wet. So, I am listening to my body and running as it wishes. I will run easy until I am ready to run a good speed workout. I don't know if I am running as slow as my paces say. Does a treadmill lose calibration? I am trying not to get caught up on that. My effort feels about a 10 minute pace so I am sticking to that even though the treadmill is saying something different. Then again maybe I am just overanalyzing again...juanitagfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02351100563430096822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14556814.post-85150785333005755562012-02-19T20:21:00.000-08:002012-02-19T20:21:02.282-08:00Another Week...More MilesTraining is starting to ramp up again! I love seeing the miles add up. I wish I felt strong enough to add another day of running to the schedule, but I think it is smart to maintain 4 days a week and push the cross training 2 days. The running base is not what I would have liked, but it is what it is. Mid-week I was dreading a cut back next week, but on Saturday my legs felt like lead. Now I am looking forward to cutting the miles back and getting a little bounce back in my step! My miles aren't that high, but adding the cross training seems to fatigue my legs quite a bit. Then the miles seem tougher and get the legs stronger. I am enjoying the changes that the rowing is bringing in my upper body strength. I am finding I am fatiguing later in the long runs. That allows me to hold good form longer. The hope is the added core strength is increased speed and being able to hold a good pace throughout the marathon. I did not include any yoga this week. My peroneal pain has increased following yoga for a couple of days. I did do stretching, but not as much as I would have liked. However, the ankle pain has decreased. <br />
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Monday<br />
Long Run: 16.3 mi<br />
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Tuesday<br />
Rower: 60 min<br />
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Wednesday<br />
Easy Run: 5 mi<br />
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Thursday<br />
Pace Run: 5 mi (Ave 8:59)<br />
Easy Run: 1.9 mi<br />
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Friday<br />
Rest Day<br />
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Saturday<br />
Easy Run: 6.2 mi<br />
Weights: 20 min<br />
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Sunday<br />
Bike: 16.3 mi<br />
Rower: 30 min<br />
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Summary:<br />
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Run: 34.3 mi<br />
Bike: 16.3 mi<br />
Rower: 2 times<br />
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Yoga: 0 times<br />
Weights: 1 time<br />
Total Training Time: 8:36juanitagfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02351100563430096822noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14556814.post-48598148830805063032012-02-16T22:11:00.000-08:002012-02-16T22:11:11.292-08:00Three Things Thursday: The Quick Version1. I registered for the Firecracker Double. Yep, back-to-back marathons. Hubs asked if I have lost my mind. I may have, but I am going to do it anyway! The goal for these will be to just get to the finish line with a smile on my face! It is great that both races are within 2 miles of my home.<br />
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2. After 44 years of life, I had a first today. I got bit by a dog. Less than a quarter mile from my home and the neighbor was there with her two dogs--one off leash--and I got bit on the back of my calf. however, I still completed my run--more than 6 miles with 5 at marathon pace. I really thought the dog had just jumped on me. The lady asked if the dog bit me and said the dog was know to "nip" at people. I kept running a while then stopped to check it again. Yep, blood running down my leg and two puncture marks. It hurt, but really not too bad. Yes, I cleaned it throughly. Yes, I am watching for infection. Yes, I reported it. Reporting was a really hard decision. Maybe it shouldn't be so hard, but it was. Thanks to all the Loopsters on Loopville for the encouragement.<br />
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3. This is the reason it is the quick version...I only have 2 things...juanitagfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02351100563430096822noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14556814.post-61686195680547504402012-02-13T19:36:00.000-08:002012-02-13T19:38:05.667-08:00Running for Sherry and Week 2<div style="text-align: justify;">This was one of those weeks that life interferred. I only got 3 runs done, but all were very good runs. Cross training was also decreased. However, I did end up with a couple of positives in that I got yoga in twice. I revised my training plan a bit. Finding it really hard to get a good workout in on Friday. It is my day off and the only day to sleep in. And then I want to spend time with the hubs. Now Friday will be a rest day with speedowrk moved to Thursday. Monday's are working great for the long run. Hubs plays golf while I get my miles done. He gets home about when I finish my nice bath. Works pretty good for both of us. We shall see how it goes when the rain hits on a Monday... So far we have been blessed!</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">Saturday was the Run for Sherry Arnold. Sherry was a runner in Montana who was kidnapped and murdered on her morning run. Runners around the world ran in her honor. Such a sad story that hits home because it could be any of us. Indy and I headed out for an easy run with Sherry in mind and wearing a bib created for this run. </div><br />
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Monday: <br />
Long Run: 14.1 miles<br />
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Tuesday: <br />
Rower: 40 min<br />
Weights: 25 min (Six Pack for Runners from Running Times)<br />
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Wednesday:<br />
Unscheduled Rest Day...<br />
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Thursday:<br />
Speedwork: 7.3 mi (6 x 800 with 2 min recovery)<br />
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Friday:<br />
Yoga<br />
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Saturday:<br />
Easy Run: 8 mi (Run for Sherry)<br />
Yoga<br />
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Sunday:<br />
Stationary Bike: 16.6 mi<br />
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Summary:<br />
Run: 29.4 mi<br />
Bike: 16.6<br />
Rower: 1 time<br />
Yoga: 2 times<br />
Total Training Time: 8:50juanitagfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02351100563430096822noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14556814.post-28237082787835794322012-02-05T20:07:00.000-08:002012-02-05T20:07:55.127-08:00Marathon Training is BACK!Training for the Newport Marathon began on Monday! I have a goal. The next 18 weeks are about getting to the starting line healthy and to the finish line less than 4 hours later. I know I can do it, but it scares me a whole lot! I need to stay focused, but still relax and have fun with it. This training cycle is about strength, flexibility and listening to my body. Increasing my mileage is a given, but I am also going to focus on total training hours. One of my struggles in racing is nerves. I truly believe some of my issues in past marathons have been caused by anxiety. So I am going to train hard, but leave the final results to God. <br />
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Monday: <br />
Long Run 10 miles<br />
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Tuesday: <br />
Stationary Bike: 17. 3 mi<br />
Yoga<br />
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Wednesday:<br />
Progression Run: 6.2 mi<br />
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Thursday:<br />
Easy Run: 5.1 mi<br />
Rower: 30 min<br />
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Friday:<br />
Rest<br />
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Saturday:<br />
Easy Run: 6.2 mi<br />
Rower: 45 minutes<br />
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Sunday:<br />
Stationary Bike: 17.3 mi<br />
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Summary:<br />
Run: 27.5 mi<br />
Bike: 34.6<br />
Rower: 2 times<br />
Yoga: 1 time<br />
Total Training Time: 8:42juanitagfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02351100563430096822noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14556814.post-85223809457852271662012-01-22T16:02:00.000-08:002012-01-22T16:02:50.084-08:00Running, Eating and Joe Paterno<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;">Today has been a struggle.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>My preference would have been to curl up with a bowl of Captain Crunch and a side of hot cocoa.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I needed a long run, but the rain and wind made me contemplate the treadmill.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>But the thought of more than 2 hours of hamster running made me cringe.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Truly, if I didn’t have a marathon planned, I would have bagged the whole thing.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>My inner child just wanted to eat candy, curl up in a fetal position and let the world pass by for a while. </div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;">With plenty of encouragement I headed out for 14 miles.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I told the hubs how long I would be gone and that my planned route was up on the computer monitor.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>(For safety, I always give him an idea of where I go on long runs.)<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Three miles in, I made a pit stop and texted the hubs that I was changing my route to something I could cut short if needed.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>My right Achilles was really bothering me and I felt completely defeated.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I even turned on my mp3 player to see if music would help kick my attitude.</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;">The music began to help and I turned a corner which would lead me farter from home instead of closer.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I walked a lot.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I moaned and complained to myself.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I couldn’t understand the extent of the pure defeat I felt.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I hated running and began to think it wasn’t worth it. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Maybe I should quit and take up walking.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Then <em>To Fly</em> by Day of Fire played.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; text-align: center;">I can see it in your eyes<br />
You were made to overcome<br />
I can see it in your eyes<br />
You were made to rise above<br />
I can see it in your eyes<br />
So take these wings and fly<span style="color: red;"></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="color: black;">Something clicked in my psyche.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I was angry.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I was sad.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></span><span style="color: black;">I had seen the news earlier in the morning…just before the urge to eat comfort foods and curl up in a ball.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Joe Paterno was dead.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I was not grieving his death.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I was grieving for the unnecessary victims. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I was sad that they would not have the answers they needed.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I was angry that Joe Paterno would not answer to all the children that were violated due to his inaction.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="color: black;">In my years of counseling, I had been warned that there would be things that would trigger memories and anger and grief.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Things that would have no connection to me and my experiences.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>You see, I am an unnecessary victim.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>My violation may not have happened if an adult had taken action.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Words were said and adults were aware, but nothing was done.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I wonder how many other victims there are that have said nothing.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I wonder how many were molested after me.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I wonder if I had said something years earlier could I have saved another victim.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I was a child.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I was afraid.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Others were adults. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>They were in a place to protect children.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Yet their inaction caused great hurt and damage.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="color: black;">I believe in Heaven.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I believe in Hell.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I don’t know where Joe Paterno went.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I don’t know where the man that molested me went.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Only God knows.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>And that is His responsibility.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>My responsibility is to speak up against wrong.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It is my responsibility to feel the anger and sadness and respond to it appropriately.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The rest is up to God.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I am happy to let Him be the final judge.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="color: black;">Once I realize the cause of my attitude, I can accept it.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I railed at God for a bit and my eyes brimmed with tears.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Then I let Him have all.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>My anger, my grief was gone.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>They will return from time to time.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>They are a part of me.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I am who I am because of all of my experiences.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="color: black;">The remainder of the run was not suddenly wonderful and amazing.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I could only wish.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It was painful and tedious.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Yet, it wasn’t so bad anymore.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I can deal with the aching muscles.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I can deal with the fatigue.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>When my mind is clear, I can take these wings and fly!</span></div>juanitagfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02351100563430096822noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14556814.post-91007863838670398822012-01-04T12:23:00.000-08:002012-01-04T12:23:38.579-08:00It's a first so have FUN!The last couple of days I have been asked about running a first half marathon. I started to write back and thought, "Hey, just blog about it!" So here is my advice...take it or leave it!<br />
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THe half marathon is long enough to be a good challenge, but sort enough to really have some fun. And your first half should be all bout finishing with a smile on your face. If you are <strike>crazy</strike> dedicated enough to run more, then look at other goals.<br />
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<strong>1.</strong> Unless you have been running a while and have some speedwork under your belt, don't start while you are increasing mileage! You may throw in a few fartleks here and there, but nothing serious.<br />
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<strong>2.</strong> Increase the distance of one run each week slowly. Try adding a mile a week for a couple of weeks, then do a shorter run the third week. Bring up the miles the next week and continue the pattern. Many plans call to do at least one long run of 10 miles before the half. <br />
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<strong>3.</strong> Listen to your body! This is a MUST! If you are tired or hurt, REST! Rest is a very improtant part of training. Your muscles cannot adapt to the greater strain, if they are not allowed to recover. Learn your own signals and pay attention. For me: When my knees hurt, I probably need new shoes. If my hips hurt, I need some extra stretching. If I dont' feel like running--because I LOVE to run--I need a day off to rest. <br />
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<strong>4.</strong> Reward yourself. When you get out there and train when life gets tough, give yourself a pat on the back! When you reach a goal, enjoy a new toy--maybe running gear or new music to listen to while you run. Others are going to tell you that you are going to hurt yourself or running is bad for you, let them talk and move on. Running is healthy and when listening to your body, you can run for years to come. Studies show runners have decreased incidence of arthritis in the knees than non-runners. <br />
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<strong>5.</strong> Those long runs, run slow. If you think you are running too slow, you aren't! Running slow allows your body to get used to spending time on your feet. Running the long runs too fast will increase recovery time and increase the chance of injury. <br />
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<strong>6.</strong> If you are feeling ambitious and you have no signs of injury or over-training, throw in a few fartleks on your easy run. Runner's World has an article <a href="http://www.runnersworld.com/article/0,7120,s6-238-263--12081-0,00.html" target="_blank">here</a> that discusses a couple of ways to incorporate speedplay. Keep it faster, but don't go all out. <br />
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<strong>7.</strong> Ahhh, training diet... This is a <em>do what I say, not what I do</em> item. Running uses carbohydrates stored in the muscles. You will need to eat carbs, but try to make sure they are healthy carbs--fruits, veggies, whole grains. (This becomes a different story a few days before your race!) I confess that I am as addicted to sugar as I am to running. I have to remind myself that quick carbs do not provide the long term energy I need to run or give my body the proper fuel to recover. I am a work in progress on this one.<br />
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There are so many things that can change as you train for your first half marathon. That is part of the fun! Learning to adapt and get to the start line trained and healthy is a balancing act. Yet it can be done. Just remember, you would rather be a little undertrained than overtrained. juanitagfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02351100563430096822noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14556814.post-78042879879967627672011-12-31T15:07:00.000-08:002011-12-31T15:07:05.053-08:00Operation Jack NW<div style="text-align: justify;">Monday, December 26th, began cold and foggy, but without rain. With the race site just a few minutes from home, it was a relaxed morning. My most important plan for the day was to remain relaxed. I tend to hyper focus on races and this leads to anxiety…and, as any runner knows, anxiety leads to GI issues. Having had my share of those issues, I really wanted a day with as few pit stops as possible. Rising early enough to enjoy a bowl of oatmeal led to a bit of time to check in of Facebook and Twitter—all about staying relaxed, you understand! The time came to wake the hubs for my ride to Summer lake Park. We arrived 30 minutes before start time and he gave me a good luck kiss before heading off to somewhere warm! </div><div style="text-align: justify;"></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">I was able to set up my things in the covered area and meet several runners, including a couple more Pdx Running Chicks! A couple of minutes before 8:00 am, the rules were given by race director Steve Walters. And then it was time to move. A total of 41 runners had entered planning to run any number of laps. Two new friends were running a half and another was doing a supported long run for 16-18 miles. I was going the full 6 hours with an eye at a 50k. The course was a 0.95 mile loop around a small park with a pond and bridges, a very enjoyable place to run with asphalt and some concrete sidewalk. </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">The first 3 laps were hard. The start is always hard for me. It takes time to warm up and with the cold, achy muscles; I begin to wonder if I can accomplish the task before me. After the third lap, I took off a layer and started to really get into the groove. My Garmin beeped at me every 12 minutes. I would walk 1-2 minutes and then run to the next beep. Many others were doing the same, but a few were flying on by me. I love watching faster runners and this was a great course to see them often! I ran by myself much of the time, but enjoyed those laps with others. Time was flying by and I was feeling great! I kept reminding myself there was lots of time left and keep the pace really easy. </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">Somewhere around 17 miles, my sister-in-law and her family came to cheer. I had been smiling all along, but that sure perked my spirits even higher. Jen came dressed to join me for a few laps. We don’t get to run together often so the company and the conversation were great. She walked when I walked and ran when I ran. Each time we completed a loop, the kids and her husband were cheering. Then hubs showed up, too, with both dogs. Of course, Indy saw me running and had one thought—mom’s running so I get to run. I put the running leash around my waist and he began to pull me along. </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">Close to noon, I needed to walk a little more and was starting to “feel” my legs. Jen and I walked a bit more of the last lap that she was with me. Then she and her family were off to visit family and hubs took the dog and headed out to return at 1:30 to watch me finish up. A couple of laps later, I was hurting. My right ITB was cramping enough that it would catch and I couldn’t run. Toward the end of the lap, it would catch and nearly give out and the left ITB was starting to cramp, too. I remember looking at the time—12:20. I ran through a variety of scenarios in my mind. Was it too cold on my legs? Did I need some fuel that I wasn’t getting? How was I going to get this stopped to keep moving? The goal was to keep moving 6 hours. Forward progress. </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">Arriving at the aid station, I told a friend that I was struggling. Rose reminded me that cramps were either fatigue or lack of salt. I really needed that bit of reassurance. I put on some fleece pants, ate some potato chips and headed out to walk a lap. During that lap, I walked, I stretched, I walked some more. Arriving back at the aid station a full 17 minutes later, I was feeling a little better. Some pretzels and a salt tab and I headed back out for another lap. At that point, I knew I could finish. It may mean walking the rest, but I would finish. The 50k had slipped through my fingers, but that B goal was waiting for me! </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">My mom would have been proud of the walking I did! I didn’t saunter. I bent my arms into 90 degrees and I put one foot in front of the other as fast as I could. And I smiled. The smile was more than just a mind game to bring up my spirits. I was happy. I was excited. I was going to accomplish my goal—even if it killed me—which I knew it wouldn’t. I tried running a couple of times, but man it hurt. And I was walking faster than the run. So I just kept walking. Seven laps. I walked 7 laps with the last 4 at a 14:00 pace. </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">Jeff arrived near the end and walked the last lap with me. I loved that. And when I crossed the finish line on my last lap, my sister was there, too! I may be a bit obsessive with my running—okay, fine, I AM obsessive—but my family is so supportive. Jeff doesn’t even begin to understand my passion for running, but he was there at the beginning, middle and end. He won’t say it (as that might mean he doesn’t think it is insane), but he is proud of me and happy that I have something I enjoy so much. </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">Overall, I am very happy at my first technical ultra. No, that 50k did not happen. It was a good goal, difficult, but attainable. I truly believe if my legs had held up s bit longer, I could have made it. However, that B goal was attained. I did keep moving the entire time and completed great than marathon distance. So, yes, it is an ultra. But I can not call myself an ultra marathoner just yet. I will. In time. That ultra is out there. Maybe next fall at Autumn Leaves. Maybe another time. It is coming. I can feel it in the not so far future. </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><strong>Official Stats:</strong></div><div style="text-align: justify;">Distance: 27.55 miles</div><div style="text-align: justify;">Time: 5:52:50</div><div style="text-align: justify;">Overall: 11/41</div><div style="text-align: justify;">Gender: 4/19</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><strong>Garmin Stats:</strong></div><div style="text-align: justify;">Distance: 27.84 miles</div><div style="text-align: justify;">Time: 5:52:47</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
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</div>juanitagfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02351100563430096822noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14556814.post-35576344823461098102011-12-21T11:34:00.000-08:002011-12-21T11:35:29.461-08:00Nearly Here...Yes, Christmas is close, but so is my first 6 hour race! <br />
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I do love Christmas, but will not see any of my family so I am not super excited about it. I love my in-laws and the big party was last Saturday with a smaller get together on Friday evening. Yet there is nothing like being with my siblings who know everything about me and still love me. Those traditions of opening gifts on Christmas Eve while saving the stockings for Christmas morning. Oh, the fun of stockings! Mom loved to find the most unusual little things to throw in to add to the laughs. Christmas is not the same without her...<br />
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Okay, on to the race... Monday morning, December 26th, at 8 am it will start. Six hours around a .95 mile loop. Fortunately, it is a pretty little loop and I will get to see the other runners often! (And there is an actual toilet at the aid station!) My training is a little haphazard as I just signed up and only had 2 runs over 3 hours. Those two runs I practiced a run walk technique. The first was an 8:2 ratio and the second was a 9:1. Both worked well, but I am leaning toward a 10:2. Eight minutes of running ends so quick as does only 1 minute of walking. Of course, as I tire, anything goes to keep moving. I did discover that walking was almost harder late in the 4 hour run. <br />
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Then there is the fueling...one of my biggest struggles. PB & J is okay early, but is unsettling later. Plain old white dinner rolls work throughout. Bananas worked wonderfully and a boiled egg with lots of salt was delicious! Nuun is the best for keeping my stomach happy and the trips to the bathroom at bay. My goal will be to eat and drink. If my stomach goes sour, hopefully, it will be very late in the race... Otherwise, I will keep working at it and moving along. <br />
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I really do believe, that if all goes well, I can do a full 50k. That is definitely my A Goal. Other than that is getting to the marathon distance. If everything goes poorly, I just want to keep moving for the whole 6 hours. For the next few days, my biggest goal is to stay calm and not let the race nerves get me! That is truly my biggest downfall!.<br />
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If you happen to be in Tigard near Summerlake park next Monday, stop by and offer some encouragement or even run a couple of laps! The fun is almost here!juanitagfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02351100563430096822noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14556814.post-40264637418807175702011-12-01T10:40:00.000-08:002011-12-01T10:40:51.876-08:00Did I really just do that?!I did it. I registered for my first Ultra...or it may be an ultra... It is <a href="http://marathonfreak.com/operationjacknorthwestrun/" target="_blank">Operation Jack Northwest Run</a>. Six hours on a 0.95 mile loop. The great part is the park is a couple of miles from my house and I run there often. The thing is it is December 26th, yes, a mere 3 1/2 weeks away... And, uh, yeah, my longest run this year is 16 miles and that was last spring...I think I may be crazy... Fortunately, I have added a lot of cross training the last couple of months. So even though my mileage is in the low 30s, I am in pretty good shape for endurance. <br />
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An ultra is on my bucket list. I was thinking in a year or two, but this one will work. My A goal is to hit 50k. That is a pretty aggressive goal since I haven't been training, but I think it is doable. Other than that I will shoot for a marathon and a C goal of moving the entire 6 hours. <br />
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Excuse me, I need to go work out...NOW!juanitagfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02351100563430096822noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14556814.post-30019982923653281432011-11-24T12:43:00.000-08:002011-11-24T12:43:07.254-08:00Live with GratitudeLive today with thanksgiving. Not because it is a holiday, but rather as an extension of every day life. I am no more thankful for my blessings today than I am any other day. Everything I hold dear can be gonein the blink of an eye. I dare not hold back my gratitude for a single day. If I do I may miss the simple act of treasuring those gifts. Giving thanks everyday is a reminder to hold close to the true blessings and letting the rest go. Today many will gather round the table and give thanks. May we remember to take that spirit and carry it through every day of our lives.juanitagfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02351100563430096822noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14556814.post-57222719221181029722011-06-27T10:55:00.000-07:002011-06-27T10:55:44.072-07:00Sweat Your Thorns Off 5k<div style="text-align: justify;">Thanks to <a href="http://www.theboringrunner.com/">The Boring Runner</a>, I tortured myself with another race. Not so long ago I swore off racing, but a virtual race would be better right? </div><br />
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<div style="text-align: justify;">Since I had no thorns, I figured I should at least sweat so I waited until later in the day to head out. Of course, due to my scattered brain, I started even later than planned... Got in the car with my favorite four pawed pacing partner (i.e. dog) and did a couple of errands before heading out to <a href="http://www.oregonstateparks.org/park_113.php">Champoeg State Park</a>. Driving south, I was dreaming about flat paths and how everything was going to go. Then it hit me...no running shoes...I had left my shoes at home. No, running in the VFFs on my feet was not an option, so we turned around to get the shoes. And then off again...</div><br />
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</tbody></table><div style="text-align: justify;">Indy & I finally arrived about 12:30 and did a couple miles warm up and a few strides. And we were off! I planned an out and back along the asphalt path in the park. Although not even close to the temps of the non-virtual race in Arizona, it was plenty warm for me! The sweat was rolling off. At the beginning of mile 3, I passed an older couple with their granddaughters and the cutest tiny Pom. Yeah, I know it was a race, but I stopped anyway. We chatted for a few minutes while Indy greeted their dog and was adored by the girls. I headed on out to finish up. Finished in 26:03--a sort-of PR. (Twenty seconds quicker, but with the extended stop not gonna count it.) All I can hope is that I win the Female, 43, Running with Dog Division.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: justify;">As for the number 23...years ago we numbered our family for a reunion. Each person was numbered according to when they becam a member of the Barringer clan. Dad, 1; Mom, 2; oldest sister, 3; etc... My mom (2) and oldest sister (3) have passed away therefore the 2 and 3. Put them together for 23 and you have the number of my husband and best friend. So 23 has become a bit of a specail number to me.</div>juanitagfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02351100563430096822noreply@blogger.com12tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14556814.post-50588889509838381142011-06-20T10:47:00.000-07:002011-06-20T10:47:42.689-07:00Find a PennyFind a penny, pick it up and all day you'll have good luck. At least that is how the saying goes. However, my dad did it a little different. If he found a penny, he would pick it up. But instead of hoping for luck, he would attribute it to a lesson from God. As a preacher, Dad could make almost anything a parable! He would hold that penny and study it. Then he would quote Philipians 4:19. "But my God shall supply all your need according to his riches in glory by Christ Jesus."<br />
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Last week, I was running up the last hill toward home. I glanced down. It took a moment for my brain to register. A couple of steps and I realized it was a penny on the road. I laughed out loud. It was bred into me. I stopped, turned around and picked up that penny. In a whisper, I quoted, "But my God shall supply all your need according to his riches in glory by Christ Jesus." Dad's legacy continues.<br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">One of my favorite memories! A whole afternoon with jusst me and Dad!</td></tr>
</tbody></table>juanitagfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02351100563430096822noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14556814.post-87398111089406002432011-06-12T13:10:00.000-07:002011-06-12T13:13:28.926-07:00My Own Worst Enemy: A Race Report<div style="text-align: justify;">I am not going into mile by mile detail about the Helvetia Half yesterday. The race was very well organized. I was able to meet Stacie of <a href="http://stacie615.blogspot.com/">Impossible is Nothing</a> and saw Amanda of <a href="http://runninghood-amanda.blogspot.com/">Runninghood</a> as well as a couple of other friends. The course was even more hilly than I expected, but absolutely gorgeous. My goal was to run strong and hopefully finish another half under 2 hours. </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: justify;">With my recent difficulty in racing, I tried some new things this week. I hydrated very well, ate cleanly and didn't even think about a PR. I had no dairy later in the week and very little sugar. My GI system felt great. I was sure this was going to fix my running runs issue. </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">I can blame pollen or asthma or hills or anything else. Yet it comes down to one thing--anxiety. In addition to my struggles with depression, I have GAD (generalized anxiety disorder). More information than you may want to know, I realize. I seem to be able to train through anything without too much trouble--well, except the occasional running runs... However, put me in a race and I need more porta-potties than a race director can possibly expect. Put me in a race and my lungs tighten up and I cannot get a deep breath. Leaving me with a tendency to severe side stitches and asthma attacks. </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">Yesterday brought home that it is not my training. My recent racing issues are clearly mental. All the positive mantras cannot seem to get me past the fear of being surrounded by people I do not know. When it is just me and the road, I can run forever. Me, the road, lots of people and a finish line and I cannot relax. Things were going reasonably well until someone talked to me. It was a long hill during mile 7 and I was doing my regular race breathing--heavy and shallow. A woman simply said, "You can do it. Try to breath deeper." I smiled and thanked her. Just that interaction made me emotional. I tried her suggestion as my side was in bad shape from breathing too shallow. Just a couple of moments and I had a pretty bad asthma attack. Enough that I had to sit at the side of the road to try to catch my breath. I was so grateful for the two people that stopped and checked on me. Both were so kind. I finally caught my breath and began to walk. In and out, slow and easy. Mouth wide and relaxed. The attack was easing, but I truly thought I was going to have my first DNF. My breathing eased so I decided to run walk to the end. If I started to struggle, I would walk. </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">The biggest frustration was that my legs were not even the slightest bit tired. Those hills were just dragons to slay. My sword plunged into the dragon's back with each step. The hills did not beat me. I was my worst enemy. I was conquered by my own fear. That is the reason I feel the most defeated. The course was not my enemy. I was. </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="color: #351c75;"><strong>Stats:</strong></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="color: #351c75;">Official Time: 2:12:36</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="color: #351c75;">Overall: 1262/2731</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="color: #351c75;">Gender: 579/1692</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="color: #351c75;">Age Group: 104/262</span></div>juanitagfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02351100563430096822noreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14556814.post-71130050538290725842011-06-01T17:12:00.000-07:002011-06-01T17:12:06.148-07:00May Summary<div style="text-align: justify;"><strong>March Miles:</strong> 132.6</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><strong>2011 Total:</strong> 513.3</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><strong>Stationary Bike:</strong> 1x for 15.8 miles</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><strong>Walking:</strong> 4x for 11.7 miles</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><strong>Strength Training:</strong> 7x</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><strong>The Good:</strong> Started the month with 2 weeks of great training and good mileage... My long runs were good, especially the <a href="http://juanitagf.blogspot.com/2011/05/just-call-me-wrong-way.html">misdirected one</a>. Had a great tempo and one good interval workout. Also started some serious core work with a medicine ball!</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><strong>The Bad:</strong> The last two weeks I missed runs and strength training workouts. My mileage dropped from 36 miles the first week to 21 the last and it was NOT a cutback week. The dark skies really made it hard to get out the door. I miss my sunshine!</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><strong>The Ugly:</strong> My eating--sugar and high glygemic carbs were my downfall. I added a couple of pounds and that was NOT in the plan! All of this led to GI issues that changed my <em>runs</em> twice. Had to quit on an interval workout and shortened another run. Here is to a better June of writing down EVERYTHING that goes into my mouth!</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><strong>Races:</strong> Just the <a href="http://juanitagf.blogspot.com/2011/05/mind-games-race-report.html">Up the Lazy River 10k</a>. Still gaining perspective, but truly believe my fueling non-strategy was a big culprit. Next up Helvetia Half on June 11th!</div>juanitagfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02351100563430096822noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14556814.post-41597189930126327242011-05-31T20:33:00.000-07:002011-05-31T20:33:52.984-07:00Mind Games (A Race Report)<div style="text-align: justify;">Maybe you remember my description of the Up the Lazy River 10k--a great big, giant, killer hill just after mile 3. Of course, I last ran it in '09 when I had been running less than a year. The hill killed me. That is what I remembered and took with me on Monday morning. The problem with that is I had made this huge hill into the obstacle of the entire race. I had forgotten all the other rolling hills. And, the aforementioned hill was not as big and bad as I remembered. In fact, it was much smaller than many hills I run on a daily basis. Yet, I could not recover mentally. </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">Hubby and I were at Mary S. Young Park early. The weather was perfect for racing, cool and cloudy, but no rain. My warm up went very well. Easy jogging followed by dynamic stretching and some strides. After I gathered my packet, I met one of our own great bloggers, Teri from <a href="http://longroadtoparadise.blogspot.com/">(Long) Road to Paradise</a>. I did not recognize her and actually thought it was someone else. She is as great as her posts and I enjoyed visiting for a few minutes. She was co-race director so she had plenty on her plate!</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">A couple of concerns about the race were bothering me. The hill... and the fact that my Garmin was not working. I couldn't decide if I would race better without it or would I miss the feedback to keep me motivated. This was going to be 10 kilometers of "running by feel." That would be great if I had really practiced it. </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">The first mile felt really good, of course. I crossed the mile in about 8:30--faster than I would have liked, but not bad. Mile 2 and 3 continued on a positive note just a bit slower than the first mile. Just after the water station at mile 3 you turn a corner and meet the hill. It took me by surprise. </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">Why? I don't know. I knew it was there. But it took the wind out of my sails. Even as I was going up, I realized it wasn't as bad as I remembered. Yet I just couldn't get my mind around it. The plan was to take it easy the first of the hill and attack the last third. I couldn't. I walked most of the hill. I got passed by a guy running his first 10k while pushing a double stroller with toddlers. Ouch!</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">The top of the hill was there with a sharp left turn. I kept pushing and talked positive. I would focus on someone ahead of me, but I was pretty alone on this stretch. I passed mile 4--split 10:00. Nothing that I could not recover from. My quads were burning. My side started to ache. My lungs were working hard, but fine. One of these days it will all come together. I knew a PR was going to be really tough at this point. It became harder to push through. I kept passing walkers that had started before the run. There were no runners to latch onto. No one was coming up behind to push me forward. I think that made it more difficult to hold on. I passed mile 5 and knew a PR was not possible. </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">The last mile was just me trying to hold on. I would slow then push. I knew I was getting close to the end. I kept telling myself that it was almost over. After all, I can do anything for just a few more minutes. Then it was there--the finish line! Push, push, push! I crossed in 56:18, more than 1:20 off my PR. Rats. </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">A day later and the disappointment fades. A few hours goes a long way to bringing perspective. Not a great race, but not terrible. I do think my Garmin would have been helpful to help me start a bit slower and help me push in the late, lonely miles. Overall, I cannot complain. I can only take the lessons learned and move forward. However, I do think I would rather train than race. I train great, but often race poorly. Sigh...</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Poor hubby! He gets bored waiting for my races. He does prefer 5 and 10ks to marathons though.</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">The race is the Master's Championship for the club so all masters age groups are just one year. I got 2nd of 2! Wooohooo!</td></tr>
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</div>juanitagfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02351100563430096822noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14556814.post-19556642931105780812011-05-30T21:38:00.000-07:002011-05-30T21:38:25.254-07:00In Honor & Gratitude<div style="text-align: justify;">Today I ran a race and spent time with my hubby. I could do this because so many have sacrificed for my freedom. All I can say is thank you. Thank you to my brother, my nephew and my uncles for their service. Thank you to all men and women who have served past and present. Thank you to all the loved ones that have been left home to wait and hope. You have my deepest gratitude.</div><br />
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<div style="text-align: justify;">Depression the deep dark hole that I fall into from time to time. Sinking into the hole with little hope of escaping. The darkness is overwhelming and suffocates the motivation from the marrow of my bones. Life is in shades of gray. The longer I am in the hole the more I want to stay there. It is easier to remain buried than to try to dig out. </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">Poking holes in the darkness takes more effort than I can manage. I need help. Yet the darkness is so suffocating I cannot speak. Other times the darkness comes so slowly that I don't even realize I am surrounded until the bottom of the pit is at my feet. Tears wait, but cannot be shed due to the sheer effort that would take. Weak moments of joy break the darkness, but cannot be held onto. </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">Breathing in and out. That is all I can manage at this moment. Sheer willpower causes my feet to move. Knowing tasks must be done is the only pull at my psyche. I will survive. One day soon, the effort to poke holes in the darkness will be there. I will grasp at the walls of my hole and pull myself up. Light will return and the gray will turn to the colors of the rainbow. </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">This hope is my salvation. Until then, I will breathe in and out. One day that breath will give me the strength to reach up. I know that when I reach up, there will be a hand to grasp. I will hold on with every ounce of strength as the hand will not let me go. </div>juanitagfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02351100563430096822noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14556814.post-38224952440407522642011-05-19T14:23:00.000-07:002011-05-19T14:25:05.753-07:00Finally Spring!<table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto; text-align: center;"><tbody>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Lilacs! Reminders of childhood in the Methow Valley where there was a beautiful bush near the front door. I loved when it began to bloom and I knew summer was coming!</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">New growth! I love the new growth on evergreen trees. The bright green contrast to the older needles are so soft.</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">"Sweet Olive" tomatoes. Tiny tomatoes that are the perfect size for popping in the mouth! Mmmmmm!</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">The color of green leaves against a clear blue sky--the perfect color combination!</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">New blooms in the flower bed signals the end of a very long winter and a very wet spring. </td></tr>
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